I wish youd just sit and listen to what i have to say, instead of freaking out wit each text cuz you think you know where im going with it. Its really hard to say what i mean to say and prove what your saying is wrong at the same time. It doesnt work.
I want us to work, i want to be with you, i want to see you again, i want to stop fighting.
Im so done with everyone here i dont even care about leaving anyone anymore. The one person id miss is two faced and annoying so it doesnt even matter. I miss YOU. I want YOU. Please just fucking understand!
How am i supposed to feel good about us with as much fighting as we’ve been through in the past months? We’ve been together for 3 months, the first almost 1 when we were together was fucking amazing. I practically lived with you, always wanting to see you, spending school nights with you, i think that proved a lot to me that i could still get to school after waking up with you. You knew what i wanted, you knew where to take me, you knew when not to push sex and when it was okay to. You’ve always been perfect for me, and that month proved it 100 times over. I want to always be like that. I want it back. I want to meet your family, and see where you live. I want to know the part of your life ive never been a part of.
Im sorry Ive been far from perfect, but i want to be your everything again.